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Awareness, in depth

What is the nature of awareness? Does it differ from consciousness and mindfulness? Who or what is doing the knowing of what appears? This week, Ron guided our reflections, drawing on a talk by Guy Armstrong addressing these critical questions.

The key topic was the nature of Consciousness, as defined by the Buddha in the context of the list known as the Five Aggregates:

  • Form (rūpa)
  • Feeling tone (vedanā)
  • Perceptions (saṃjñā)
  • Mental formations (saṅkhāra)
  • Consciousness (vijñāna)

You can listen to Guy’s talk here: https://dharmaseed.org/talks/12023/

The talk examined the difficult-to-explain nature of Consciousness and its dual nature of being both always present, but also only arising with a sense object and passing away with that object. Guy used several analogies to help make this point.

Firstly he pointed to his bell, asking the question, “is it round or is it gold?”. These are two aspects of the same thing, so they both are true. He then quoted another teacher asking the question, “can you see your own eyes?”. We can see others’ eyes, and we can see a reflection of our eyes, but we cannot see our own eyes; yet we know they are there because of seeing.

Finally, he gave the analogy of standing on the edge of the solar system staring out into the blackness of space with our Sun behind us; in this place there is constant light, and yet we see nothing until a meteor or other object passes through our field of vision, at which point the ever-present sunlight becomes apparent because we see the object with that light’s reflection.

Consciousness is like this; always shining but also arising and passing away with objects. Like the vastness of space, its nature is one of emptiness. It contains any experience, but has no qualities of its own except for knowing.

The suggested practice was then to turn our attention inward and to try to become aware of the knowing itself.

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Attending the Body, Freeing the Mind

Cultivating mindfulness, we learn how to pay attention to what might once have seemed ordinary or unimportant. Can it be that looking deeply into the body, and learning how it shapes and holds our experience — memory, habit, belief —  might help us to avoid delusion and find the freedom we seek?  Eric, drawing on a talk by Brian Lesage, guided our reflections this Sunday morning.

Eric writes,

A couple reasons motivate these reflections.  In a world that seems determined to bounce from crisis to crisis, my confidence in anything that I do, including practice, can be easily shaken.  I’ve noticed that at best, this leads to dissociation or an inability to engage with the world which then leads to a shame spiral when I recognize my privilege in being able to do so while others are trapped in horrific situations, and at worst, harmful reactivity borne out of fear and anger.  Reflections like these help me see there is a path to wise action.

You can expand a full transcript of Eric’s thoughts on this topic by clicking here.

I’m so happy to be able to share one of my favorite talks with you from one of my favorite teachers. Brian Lesage, a Vipassana and Zen teacher in NM, has this wonderful way of grounding big ideas with suggestions for everyday practice. In this case, he talks about the Buddhist view of how perception works, and motivates mindfulness and skillful mindstate practices such as metta by showing how they can be applied to shape our experience, not just on our cushion, but in everyday life.

Before we get to Brian’s talk, I’d like to share some of my own reflections on readings I’ve done over the past couple years on a more modern take of how perception works. A little spoiler : the Buddha was brilliant, a genius in a way I’m only beginning to understand.

A couple reasons motivate these reflections. In a world that seems determined to bounce from crisis to crisis, my confidence in anything that I do, including practice, can be easily shaken. I’ve noticed that at best, this leads to dissociation or an inability to engage with the world which then leads to a shame spiral when I recognize my privilege in being able to do so while others are trapped in horrific situations, and at worst, harmful reactivity borne out of fear and anger. Reflections like these help me see there is a path to wise action.

Also, this is my longer answer to a question Steve phrased poignantly a couple weeks ago: “How do I know that I’m not in a cult?” Or in more general terms, how do I reconcile what I’ve learned from a lifetime of being embedded in my own culture which is rooted, paradoxically, in both science and monotheistic religion with what are sometimes called wisdom traditions, like Buddhism, which seem to be a little bit of both yet neither, and of course come from a very different culture.

My personal answer is to look for common ground. What explanatory stories are shared by what seem to be the best parts of different cultures that point to shared reasons for skillful action? Religions and cults don’t see a need to do this… and I include parts of Buddhism in this group. Blind faith is required because reality is filled with evidence or reason that works against the story that is told. If you point out evidence of this kind, you are told “That’s just God testing your faith.” But the term faith as used by the kind of Buddhism I’ve been exposed to is not blind… It is more like justified belief. This is the metric a good scientist will use to draw a conclusion. Some people make the mistake that science proves things. But in reality, it is just another, very reliable way, to update our beliefs about the world. While science does have the added benefit of empiricism to help it out (if you poke the world a certain way, it will respond in a predictable manner that we can agree on), it still relies on explanation and story to be useful. Nobody really knows that all of scientific theory is correct, but science tells a coherent story about the objective world that we can justifiably believe in many circumstances.

But science has punted on the difficult questions that the Buddha wrestled with thousands of years ago. The scientist and historian Steven Jay Gould famously gave a name to this : separate magisteriums. Some questions were best answered by religion and others by science. I think this is a classic dualistic mistake which flows from a culture without a wisdom tradition. But like everything else, science is not fixed. Occasionally, as pointed out by the philosopher Thomas Kuhn, science undergoes a paradigm shift. Copernicus, Newton, and Einstein all ushered in new ways of thinking about the world by questioning the assumptions that were once considered unassailable and obviously true. Over the past 20 years, there has been a quiet revolution in the gradual acceptance that science needs to confront its blind spot when it comes to subjective experience. The science of the mind is starting to be taken seriously. It is shaking of its addiction to the usefulness of reductive theories and embracing complexity and emergence.

The progress has been cross-disciplinary involving information theory, computer science, neuroscience, evolutionary biology, and psychology. The emerging story is that the mind is an embodied prediction engine used to efficiently manage limited resources available to that body for the purpose of taking effective action. This view, like that of the Buddha, is non-dualistic. Mind and Body are two ways of talking about the same thing. These scientists conclude that the world we experience says more about us and our ancestors than reality. Our everyday waking perception is the stuff of dreams, only one that is constrained by some sensory input determined by our evolutionary niche not to completely ignore. The mind not only makes a best guess about what the world is but also about how accurate it thinks that guess is. This is where attention comes in… but not the directed kind we practice, but the automated kind that is constantly grabbed by shiny stuff. Of course, delusion is built right into this system and until recently the only arbiter of what kinds or levels of delusion were acceptable was survival of the fittest. But humanity has developed new tools of directed attention. In the objective sense, we call this science and in the subjective, mindfulness. Unfortunately, In a perverse arms race, humanity has also developed a new capacity for delusion.

The sense of self emerges from this model of mind as a choice about what is acting vs what is being acted upon. Our sense of subject/object duality comes from this choice. And I should say, this isn’t a choice that you make, but something evolution selected for. While feelings, thoughts, proprioception and interoception lead to knowledge about what is “me,” the sense of taste, touch, smell, sound and vision lead to knowledge of what is “not me.” This leads to decisions about things to approach and things to run away from, which in the most fundamental way, determines what we find pleasant and unpleasant.

The more I read about this work, the more it comes across as profoundly Buddhist. But this group of scientists did not reach their conclusions by introspection, although it is clear that some are influenced by Buddhist philosophy. Still, they followed the data and focused on all of the strange observations that don’t fit our folk psychology and assumptions about rational action. They are telling a story that explains the data with the hope of coming up with better treatments for human suffering. So two different methods from two different ages and two very different cultures, the objective work of modern science and the subjective work of the Buddha and his followers, reach similar conclusions about the human condition. I find this helpful whenever concerns about being in a cult come up, or I’m frustrated in my practice or with the world in general.

As Brian would say, he has these great catchphrases “I want to be very clear about what I’m not saying.” I’m not saying that everyone should accept the Buddha’s teachings because they are supported by science. I’m saying that because there is an story told by scientists who I have reason to trust which mirror the story told by the Buddha’s teaching in many ways, I personally can more readily justify my belief in the stories told by teachers in the Buddhist tradition, not as metaphysical truth, but as grounds for wise action….In a similar way that the stories of science convinced me to get a vaccine. To use the old east / west distinction, which I should be clear, is just a convenient way of talking and not some fixed separation : It looks like a form of wisdom in the west is supportive of that of the east and vice-versa. This is important because when it comes to advice on what to do about this common model of mind and the human condition, the Buddhists have a 2500 year head start. I don’t need to wait for what this new science prescribes because I have a justifiable belief that the explanatory framework that buddhist practice and psychology is based on is a sound one. I don’t have to rely solely on my experience, which could be deluded, nor on the word of a teacher, who could be a cult leader, to have confidence in my practice.

How important all of this is will depend, of course, on your own confidence in your path and your own culture. I hope the work being started by scientists now will help bridge the gap between what I think are some of the best parts of eastern and western cultures. The Dalai Lama himself helped launch this work, sometimes called contemplative science by helping to founding of the mind and life institute over 30 years ago with the neuroscientist Fransisco Varela. I can highly recommend their podcast.

Before I hand it over to Brian, I just want to give a couple examples of playing with perception that scientists use to show how what we bring to our experience then shapes our experience.

Brian’s talk is available here:

https://dharmaseed.org/talks/63864/

From Lisa Feldman Barrett’s Ted Talk we can see that our perceptions do not always line up with reality, but that what we perceive directly influences our reality. In the old story about a person being afraid of a coil of rope because they thought it was a snake, we must remember that they did in fact see a snake; it’s just a snake that wasn’t really there. Our minds co-create our world.

Scientist show these sorts of illusions while people are hooked up to EEGs and FMRI machines, and we can see how brain can be in 2 completely different states even though we are presented with the same sensory input.

Here are some more examples, including Sine Wave Speech, which is a similar sort of illusion, only done with sound.

http://www.mrc-cbu.cam.ac.uk/people/matt.davis/sine-wave-speech/

Further Study – Listed in order of accessibility – easy to difficult

Mind and Life Institute Podcast

Sean Carroll’s Mindscape Podcast

Sean Carroll’s podcast is a wide ranging one, which touches on many topics, but importantly he does so through the lens of what he calls his philosophy of poetic naturalism, which you can read about in his very accessible science book.

Sean Carroll : The Big Picture

This is a beautiful little book that will leave you wanting more :

Lisa Feldman Barrett :  7 ½ Lessons About the Brain

Probably anything by Oliver Sacks  … he provides amazing clinical observations that require explanation far beyond what our existing neuroscience and psychology can provide.  I’ve read Hallucinations and Musicophilia, and An Anthropologist on Mars is up next

Anil Seth is not afraid of the hard problem of consciousness.  This is probably the newest book and covers much of the new thinking about the mind

Anil Seth : Being You

For an example of how new ideas can take root in a clinical setting ….

Bessel Van Der Kolk : The Body Keeps the Score (warning : lots of descriptions of trauma)

For a historical perspective on the power of story

Yuval Noah Harari : Sapiens

For a detailed discussion of the new psychology that is emerging and why it is so important that it does.

Lisa Feldman Barrett :  How Emotions are Made

Dan Dennett has done probably more than anyone over the past 50 years to legitimize the expansion of science beyond empiricism.  He was doing this difficult work way before it was cool.  I haven’t read his older books, but some of his newer ones were very helpful to me.

Dan Dennett : From Bacteria to Bach and Back

Dan Dennett : Freedom Evolves

While the System 1 / System 2 model they propose is far too simplistic (which they readily admit), these 2 Israli psychologists spent a lifetime generating experimental data that demanded we update our view of the mind.

Kahnamen / Tversky :  Thinking… Fast and Slow

And a couple of very academic books on these topics.  James Ladyman’s book I’m guessing is an undergraduate text in philosophy.  Andy Clark’s book is difficult, but extremely rewarding.  He is a highly regarded philosopher who acts as a reporter / guide to the work I alluded to in my talk on the predictive processing model of mind.

James Ladyman : Understanding Philosophy of Science 

Andy Clark :  Surfing Uncertainty  

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Distraction

As we progress with our practice, we may discover that there are moments, or even long periods of peaceful concentration. And these moments may occur even outside of formal meditation; we may be focused on a work task, a family task, even a beautiful song or a cup of tea. When such states are present, however briefly, what shatters them? What gives rise to reactivity when we are otherwise so content? During this week’s Sangha, Payton explored this question and the interplay of focus and distraction. How can we find a middle way?

Payton began the gathering by reading an excerpt from a book by Sayadaw U Tejaniya called Dhamma Everywhere (you can read the whole book at https://ashintejaniya.org/books-dhamma-everywhere):

The Pendulum

I was sitting in meditation and listening to Sayadawgyi (the late Shwe Oo Min Sayadaw) giving a Dhamma discourse nearby. Suddenly, I saw this very calm mind change in intensity. The mind that had been quite calm before was now agitated. How did this happen? How did this anger come about suddenly when the mind was so peaceful just moments ago?

The mind was now interested in knowing, so it backed up a bit and began to ask questions. What is happening inside? This interest to know and right thinking (sammā-saṅkappa) changed the path of the mind from anger towards Dhamma.

Without this right thinking, the mind would have continued along the path of anger and aversion, still believing anger was an appropriate response for the situation.

Did I cut off the anger through other means? No. The mind was interested to know the truth and because of that, it just lightly and gently watched the anger running its own course. The anger was happening on its own.

What was happening in the mind? It was listening to sounds from two different sides. There was Sayadawgyi’s voice on one side and people talking on the other side. I was aware of the different objects and the mind going back and forth between the two. The mind wasn’t focused only on one thing; it knew a lot of things simultaneously and saw where the attention was going as well.

I then saw this aversion! On the one side, I wanted to hear Sayadawgyi but couldn’t hear him well. I also saw the mind talking about the situation and looking for trouble: “How can these people come and talk around here when they’ve come here for the Dhamma?” Feelings came up as much as this mind continued to talk.

The observing mind saw everything that was going on in the mind. Can you see how expansive the field of view was at this point? After it saw the mind going back and forth between these two sides a couple of times, it saw the dissatisfaction. It was because the mind couldn’t get what it wanted, which was to hear Sayadawgyi’s discourse. There was this realization at that moment. And in that moment, the mind did not favor one object or another but just remained in the middle. It saw the suffering and just died down. I could just take sound as sound.

What did I realize at that moment? The mind had taken one kind of sound, the sounds of Sayadawgyi’s discourse as good, favorable sounds, whereas the sounds of other people talking as bad, unwanted sounds!

I realized then that if there is greediness for something 30 degrees to one side of a pendulum, there will be just as much of a 30 degree swing toward dissatisfaction to the other side of the pendulum if it can’t get that something.

Sayadaw U Tejaniya – https://ashintejaniya.org/books-dhamma-everywhere

Payton played excerpts from two talks. The first was by Nathan Glyde and is available in full here (there’s a meditation included so the actual talk starts about halfway through):

https://dharmaseed.org/talks/63898/

The second talk was by Shaila Catherine and is available here:

https://dharmaseed.org/talks/36367/

A third talk that was not played, but is related, is by Ajahn Amaro and is available here:

https://dharmaseed.org/talks/8896/

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The Deeper Meaning of Sangha

The Buddha taught that Three Refuges support us in our practice:  the Buddha, the Dharma, and the Sangha.  In the sangha, the “Third Jewel”, we can reflect and find inspiration.  In sangha, our minds become harmonized, our bodies are invigorated, and our hearts are warmed.

This week, Stephanie brought to our group the investigation of what makes a sangha and why it’s so valuable. To support this, Phillip Moffitt’s dharma talk, “Sangha, The Third Jewel” offers an exploration of sangha as a reflection of our own individual development, as means of practice, and as support for others on the path.

There is a Tibetan saying “Only the snow lions among us can go into solitude in the wilderness and achieve enlightenment alone.” most of us depend on being part of a sangha. Taking refuge implies finding a reliable spiritual sanctuary, a place to safely rest your heart and mind.

Lama Surya Das, Awakening the Buddha Within: Tibetan Wisdom for the Western World

The Snow Lion resides in the East and represents unconditional cheerfulness, a mind free of doubt, clear and precise. It has a beauty and dignity resulting from a body and mind that are synchronized. The Snow Lion has a youthful, vibrant energy of goodness and a natural sense of delight.

http://tibetanbuddhistencyclopedia.com/en/index.php/Snow_Lion

You can listen to Phillip’s talk here:

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Living more free from Delusion

The world is messier than we would like, so we live in delusion, trying to make it the way we would like it to be. We tend to interact with our ideas about people and things, rather than with people and things as they really are. This leads to alienation and to suffering.

In Part 2 of his talk “Establishing and Trusting Awareness” Mark Nunberg provides six simple instructions or clues to help us develop our own Buddha-nature. This enables us to enjoy liberation and freedom while we dwell in the present moment. Jeff facilitated our meeting this week, building on our previous exploration of this topic.

You can listen to the talk here:

https://dharmaseed.org/talks/68830/

I found the six simple instructions or practice clues which Mark provides to be helpful. These clues include:

• Here and now
• Timeless
• Encourages investigation naturally (energizing)
• Leading to liberation and freedom (the release of the heart)
• To be done by oneself
• Realizable by the wise
• It is hard to be open to the present moment in a really fresh way
• There is an arrogant and deluded presumption that we already know the people, other beings and things around us
• We are having a relationship with our idea of someone or something
• We develop distance rather than intimacy
• Our thoughts are more orderly than reality, so we dwell in thought
• This leads to alienation

Some key insights from the talk and our discussion:

  • Our thoughts about people and things are more orderly than the wild reality, and so we cling to them and mis relating to the world as it is.
  • “The mind does not belong to you but you are responsible for it.”
  • Practice isn’t about fixing the mind, it’s about seeing the way things are.
  • Desire is an intrinsic part of life of any kind, but suffering happens when we take that desire as interwoven with an idea of “me” or “mine”, devoting ourself to it. Instead, we can see it as just desire (or aversion if we are pushing something away) and we get to decide if our reaction is skillful or not.
  • Don’t try to hard to be a good human being, partner, friend, parent, etc., because that creates tension; instead, work on becoming present to the chaos (and beauty) of reality just as it is.
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The power of intention

Intentions and motivations. Why do we do what we do? The Buddha highlighted this impulse that connects body and mind calling it “intention” [Pali “cetena”] — the urge that gives rise to all we do. Every action of body, speech, and even every thought, is preceded by this impulse.  Attending to this factor and investigating it shines a light on our actions which become habits, as habits become character, and character is the architecture of our very lives. Ron guided our reflections this week, utilizing excerpts from a talk by Andrea Fella, which you can listen to here:

https://dharmaseed.org/talks/player/24325.html

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Meeting pain

It is a commonplace among Buddhists that the suffering which the dharma may help us avoid is self-generated psychological suffering, the kind of ruminative thinking that can get us in so much trouble. But the Buddha himself was well aware of physical pain; he listed sickness, old age, and death as major causes of suffering, and himself suffered from severe back pain for much of his life. This Sunday, Mike B, with a very empathetic talk by Bhikkhu Bodhi, guided our reflections on questions of physical pain – and how to meet it. Sooner or later this is likely to become a central focus for each of us, and so not a bad topic on which to have some clarity.

You can listen to the talk itself here: https://www.audiodharma.org/talks/2168

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Awareness and letting go

Last week we discussed the ways in which our illusory sense of self is reinforced by papanca, the mind’s tendency to proliferate thought unceasingly.  To anchor this week’s reflections, Eveline has chosen a talk by Mark Nunberg on ‘Establishing and Trusting Awareness.’ 

       Awareness can reveal the ever-shifting conditions from which all experience unfolds, opening the possibility of living mindfully.  Without it, we are stuck in the same old ruts.  But even quite imperfect awareness can reflect to us the truth of our mind’s deceptions and give us the insight by which we are able to take a new path — to change our lives.

The talk we listened to was this one: https://dharmaseed.org/talks/68809
However, the following talk was highly recommended as well: https://dharmaseed.org/talks/68830

The meditation that went with the first talk is here: https://dharmaseed.org/talks/68808

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Loosening the grip of the sense of self

Buddhist teachings point to “papanca” [pah PAHN chah], the naturally-occurring tendency of the mind to generate endless thoughts about one’s self.

Joseph Goldstein offers a particularly penetrating in-depth analysis of papanca’s sources. The first is “craving”, the sense of “mine” (my thoughts, my feelings and so on). The second is “conceit,” the felt sense of “I am …” (I am angry, I am patient, etc). The third is “wrong view”, the deeply held belief in an abiding self. These three sources of papanca constantly reinforce our illusory sense of self. 

How to be free of such deeply rooted tendencies? Margaret guided our reflections this week, as we were led by Joseph’s deep focus on the impermanence and non-personal nature of our experience.

Margaret read some potent quotes during the meeting, some of which are reproduced below.

I’m tired of going around, pretending to be me.

– Philip Larkin

All experience is preceded by mind,
Led by mind,
Made by mind.
Speak or act with a corrupted mind,
And suffering follows
As the wagon wheel follows the hoof of the ox.

All experience is preceded by mind,
Led by mind,
Made by mind.
Speak or act with a peaceful mind,
And happiness follows
Like a never-departing shadow.

The Dhammapada as translated by Gil Fronsdal

There was also some very insightful discussion in our group, including,

I’m pretty much just a story that I made up; I’m just a work of fiction, and not a particularly good one at that.

Don S.

The talk Margaret played is part of https://dharmaseed.org/talks/68027/

The preceding talk, https://dharmaseed.org/talks/68004/, is well-worth listening to for those interested in the topic of how the habits of mind reinforce our sense of self.

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Aspiration

On this first Sunday in the new year, we reflected on our aspirations. Remember when you first encountered the dharma? What was it that drew you in? What seemed valuable, useful, practical? What was your goal, your aspiration? Has that changed? Has it evolved? Were you looking for something new, something better, something more exciting or satisfying? Did you find it? Did you find something else, something unexpected? Have you come closer with practice? What is your aspiration right now in this moment?

Steve guided our reflections on these questions, and shared a video of Buddhist nun Sister Le Nghiem sharing her deep and discerning personal experience of aspiration in the Dharma.

You can watch the full video here: